Unusual Easter 2010

I have no plans for Easter but to go to church & get on the stage a do my thing in the musical then get my camcorder go home then watch it or fast forward it to my part then eat something. I might decide to go outside and tan for a little bit. I got to tell ya this year is going to be the weirdest of all! This yr im not wearing my usual Easter Sunday dress but some worship wear. There are no BIG plans of going over to my aunt’s house like we always do!!! This year is a lay – back kind of Easter. Heck I don’t even know if im EVEN gonna get an Easter basket!! But I really don’t need all that fatty candy & all!! Im suppose to be on a diet! LOL.

Weight Loss

I haven’t stepped foot onto the scale but I have noticed tremense since I have started Kuk Sool Won!!! One of these days I will face my fears & get on that scale & hopefully all my hard work would paid off!!! Gee I wonder how many pounds I've loss already!!!! Well im not getting on the scale intill after I pass my next testing which is in June!

Gods New Mission for me - The Starting Story

It happened many yrs ago when i was parked in the parkinglot of this one Martial Arts School. God told me that i would be going to that school that i was parked outside of. I remember my reponse to what the Lord had said to me! I responed saying Lord i don't what to do martial arts cause its kinda violative but the next few of days i was praying about & then i responed again to what God told me that one day. Yes lord i will do it whatever you have called me to do I will do & whatever u tell me to go i go & I will follow you! So little did i know that it wasn't all violative & it was all about self-defensive & other things! So of coruse i did my research & found my school & it was the same school that God told me that i will be going to!! SO that is how i came into Kuk Sool Won !!!




I know when God places me into something or a new place he has something for me to do here but im still trying to figure it out though. He has given me grace to be able to pick up fast on everything they are teaching me but im learning it right though as well as the 6 yrs of dance training i did what kept me kinda flexible to do all the warm ups & the kicks etc.

Can't UnderStand Why

It really saddens me when I hear or see how people are naming their kids with very unusual names kinda like usernames that u would create on a forum broad online!!! It just really saddens my spirit when I hear of this or see this!!!! Also that that child would have to bear that name for the rest of his/her life or intill he/she has enough money to go to the court & change their name to a more normal name.
I just wonder how that child is going to be able to go through public school with such a name & how that child would get teased & everything! My heart just goes out to those kids!!!

Im Sick of being SICK!!!

well I thought I was going to tan but instead I ended up getting sick may its just a real bad case of hayfever!! But the Doc didn't know if I had hayfever or if I was just plain sick!!! I had a temp of 101.6!!! I hope this goes away really fast cause I have to get back to training before my test in kuk sool won!! Which I'm testing on march the 20th. Well we will see how long this will last!!!

Day 1 - sat 6 - started on Friday nite but went to the doc & they don't know what I have.

Crazy Thing !

On last Saturday i when with my mom to help her get a trash can @ lowes just a few miles from our house. So after buying the can i wheeled it out to the car & tried everything that i could think of to get that 64 gal trash can to fit into the car which we only have a toyota corolla which isn't that big compared to a 4x4! Finally i gave up on all tries to get that thing into the car. So my mom told me that she would walk that thing home & told me to go & do her a favor so after i got home i talked it over with Grandma lois & got an idea ! That was to go drive & find her & have her drive SLOWLY while i was seating in the trunk holding the trash can as far into the trunk that i could!!! Well i drove & found her & told her of the wonderful idea & agreed on the idea. SO i sat in the trunk with the trunk opened & holding the trash can as far into the trunk as i could! So she started to drive slowly then started to drive a little bit faster! At one point i was really praying lol. We come to the frist stop sign she starts to brake HARD!!!! (due to being hit soo many times from the back) Ithe trunk comes flying down on me & then i just react by throwing my arm up to stop it kinda like blocking in Kuk Sool Won!!! - Korean Karate. Then comes the HILL!!! anyways there was one or two times when i though i was going to lose the trash can! lol but when we FINALLY made it to our street then one house that has college kids where home & having a party! it was like slow mo they just stopped what they were doing & watched us go down the street or shall i say me!! lol. That was the crazy thing i will NEVER FORGET !!! LOL