Reflection / Meditation

As I think what im going to do in the last remaining dayz , minutes & seconds of my 23rd yr. Realizing that I will never have that yr back I reflect back on that yr what I did ~ what I regretted ~ what I wanted to do but never got to do ~ how I improved in different areas of my life ~ What God has done within my 23rd yr ~. But I am seeking God out what he’s going to do in the next yr of my life!!!! Its like u only get to live this life once!!! I will not be able to live 11/4/09 again!!! Or yr 2004 !!! I don’t realize ( I do know that but it comes so surreal to me ) this intill every yr when my b-day comes up.